***HAPPY MOTHERS DAY***

Before I was a Mom

I slept as late as I wanted and never worried about how late I got into bed. I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.
Before I was a Mom -
I cleaned my house each day. I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom -
I had never been puked on - Pooped on - Spit on - Chewed on, or peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom -
I never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests...or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom -
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom -
I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important.
Before I was a Mom -
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.


Have a Beautiful Mother’s day to you and your Mom…=)

3 generations were out on a date =)

Last minute plan always work... Right? Well, when I woke up yesterday. I wasn't feeling well. My forearms were killing me. I went to my doctor and they said i had tendinitis and it will take a week or so to heal. I told my mom that I was taking Kalea out to the Zoo ( small one ) by my house. And i know that my mom would not say NO for that.. She'll go wherever I go.. I love her..She's up for anything.. Plus the weather was beautiful.. So we took a walk at the zoo, had late lunch @ Sonic and last stop at miniature golf... I thought after a long productive day that my Lil one would be tired already.. When we got home -- she still wanted to go outside and play her bubbles.. So I took her out and we went for few minutes walk since It was already dark.. But Man!!!! the weather was still nice.. Thank You Lord for ONE fine day with my luvs.......

TGIF

It's almost 530PM and can't wait to go home. Had a long day today. Just need to get some R & R....... Well, i heard it's gonna be a good weather this weekend. So, I think Im just gonna for a walk today with my lil one...... Anyways, have a great weeekend!!!!

Long time no Blog =)

Hi bloggers,

I know I know. Its been awhile since the last time I actually wrote something or even open my blog. I apologized---- I don't know where to start but pls continue to pray for me and my family. I am just always thankful that God is always there for me and continuing to guide me especially when I am so lost. I wouldn't know what to do without HIM. I am also thankful for my family and friends who are always there to encourage and pray for me.. or If i just needed to vent or someone to cheer me up... I actually just got home from church. Usually i would just drop off my teen to youth but today--as much as I want to enjoy the weather outside.. I said " Lord I need you today"...... So then I decided to go to service, took my lil one to Children Ministry and also brought my mom with me...I just needed some quiet time with the Lord....Once again, even though i didn't know what to say, what to pray for, I was soo lost with words...But God always understands our prayers even when we cant find the words to say. My teen shared with me that she felt God presence today. She was in tears the whole service.. She said that the Youth Pastor did his life testimony and how he got saved and the wrong choices he made in life.. I felt her excitement to share what she learned and felt today.(her and i actually didnt talk on the way today,her teacher called me this morning and i didnt know what to say to her. I said ill talk to her after Youth).,But God is truly amazing and he answered my prayer and helped me handle it in HIS way...

See, almost 2 yrs ago.. I went back to my bad addiction...(smoking)... especially when I'm stress. I mean I already quit for 5 yrs but 2008 was not the year for me. It was the year when i thought I was soo ready to give up. I prayed that God help me stop my addiction without the normal withdrawal symptoms. I know God answers prayers, It was God that made me stop smoking 5 yrs ago. When i was stress, I didn't need to smoke. It was all him... Wow!! It feels good to write again. Even if its not my thing to write but just to write how I feel...It just feels soo good... Nitey!